At the first place, you said, "I am not giving you hope so that you like me." Then you start to show some love in the way of your words, in the way of you actions.
And I always keep that in mind, 'there's no hope', 'lower you hope', 'you are gonna get hurt.'
But the truth is, it just words. Non solid words. I can feel that, the hope is getting bigger. As my mouth said 'it is okay' but my heart shouted 'no it is not okay'. Such a complicated way to even express my feeling.
So I start to drown. Drowning in my feelings. I am trying to breath. Gasping for some air. But it is such a beautiful feeling for now. Which is I pray hard this is not going to turn into just a memory one day.
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